13 years ago today I was driving from seeing your dad when I got into a car accident.
13 years today is when I felt something wrong wasn't right inside.
13 years today I cried like.i have never cried before from pain, fear and heartache.
So what's happened in those 13 years.
Well- your dad and I are not together (which may have been hard for you to understand, but er did what was best for us).
I met someone who would have loved you and you him. Someone who cares for me, who would have cared for you and treated you like his own son.
You would be a teenager and I honestly don't know how times gone by so fast. You would be in middle school, that would be interesting. You would probably be taller then me and that would help this short mom with getting things that are on higher shelves when Chad's (your dad) not around. We would sit and talk, knowing us, you would be active and be in some form of sports.
You would be close to your Nana and Aunt's and Uncle's, I know and would be helping Nana with her garden beds.
You would be jamming out with your uncle's and learning to play guitar and you probably would love to sing and dance.
You would probably like the outdoors and hopefully fishing.
Know that I love you so much and I miss you so much. Come visit me sometime in my dreams. You helped me grow in so many ways you don't even know and I thank you for that.
God has used our story to help so many people when it comes to talking about miscarriages. We have helped so many people.
I will always love you and I will never forget you, ever. I will always be your mom and you will always be one of my angel babies!!
Su Mama
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