So much has changed in this last year, I have tried to mend the bridge. But sadly there's nothing to mend, the pain from the past revealed that sometimes the thing you think you want you really don't. Don't get me wrong I thought I could leave the past in the past but instead the past came back to bite in the end. I have finally realized that I need to let go once and for all. That means making new memories and letting go of the pain and hurt that I for so long have kept. Laughing, I know that may sound weird but its been a long time since I have laughed like I do these days. Its time to be happy and knowing that I tried my best, even though I know at times I was not the easiest person, I did try. Moving forward I know at times can be hard as there are things in life I know I would like to tell you. Thinking your only a phone call or a txt away, but for that reason I knowingly had to let all of that go. I will always be thankful for the lessons taught me and for the person I have become because of those lessons.
It was months, and months of back and forth, ah ah
You're still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore
Hung my head, as I lost the war, and the sky turned black like a perfect storm
Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
There was nothing left to do, ah ah
When the butterflies turned to dust, they covered my whole room
So I punched a hole in the roof, ah ah
Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you
The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing
Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
I think I am finally clean, ah
Said, I think I am finally clean, ah
Ten months sober, I must admit
Just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it
Ten months older I won't give in
Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it
Taylor Swift - Clean Lyrics | MetroLyrics
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
When the butterflies turned to dust, they covered my whole room
So I punched a hole in the roof, ah ah
Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you
The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
I think I am finally clean, ah
Said, I think I am finally clean, ah
Just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it
Ten months older I won't give in
Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it
It's time to leave the sadness behind, yes i may think about the fun times every once in a while and when I do I will smile. Finally I can say I will be ok, I will find happiness and one day God will bring that special someone to me and he will be able to complete me!
Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
Rain came pouring down when I was drowning
That's when I could finally breathe
And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean
Finally clean, think I'm finally clean, ah ah
Think I'm finally clean
Taylor Swift - Clean Lyrics | MetroLyrics
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