Gift that keeps on giving!

Its so interesting how God can give you gifts that keep on giving, even when they seem at the time to be hard. There is always a reason for these gifts. I was given a very special gift of being pregnant with a little baby. Unfortunately a year ago yesterday I got into a car accident that caused me to lose my baby. When I realized what had happened I didn't know what to do or even how to feel but to morn the loss of such a precious gift. I know God has a reason for everything even though its hard sometimes for us as we don't know his perfect will. 

After the loss of my baby I remember becoming very depressed but still falling on my knees and praying and asking God to help me deal with this. As, like a lot of people I cant handle this or anything by myself without God's love and help.  I felt a peace from God, and God saying to me he's doing great and he is happy and a smiley little gift and you will see him one day. He is being taken care of don't you worry. I knew that God had my little precious one in his arms and he was holding him and my little one was happy and I new he would never have to be in pain.  

Though this has been a hard year, I know that my little one would want me to keep going on the path of following God with all my heart, body, soul and mind.  Also, to remember that I will see him one day and I would be able to hold him in my arm and just love on him! I know that he knows that I am his mom and that I love him and always will. 

I am so thankful for such a mighty God that even though its hard for me to think and deal with such a loss that He is still right next to me saying Come with me and I will guide you. You will one day see your little one in Heaven! 

Thank you God for such a wonderful gift even if I never got to see him , I know that he is in good hands and that I will see him one day!

I will always love you and miss you J.R.L.R.

 Love Mommy and Daddy

Cant wait til we are together in Heaven and I get to hold you in my arms and see your smiley little face!! 

God had such a special Plan for you little one, and I know he has a Special Plan for your father and I as well.

Though this is a hard time we can always rely on God to be there for us and he is there for us no matter what.

 James1:17 Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.

"We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise" Blessing Laura Story